My First post... nyahahaha

I know have my first blog... bwahahaha

Okay how am i gonna start?

Let's start. Some things about me.

I'm one of those people who is normally ignored by those around me. I hate the feeling of being ignored, but I'm not doing anything about it. I don't feel the importance of doing so. :) I say I'm shy. But there are  times that I'm not. I got talkative to specific people only, one would be my sister. I'm having a hard time in showing myself to those around me. I don't know why, I'm just like that.
maybe I'm afraid of being misjudged. I'm afraid of losing them, of having them move away from me.

This things don't connect at all... :D