IT!!!

I am sorry...
I don't know why I ended up with this decision, but I can't continue attending my class.
It is my fault. Due to my insensitivity, irresponsibleness, cowardice, and whatsoever, I've decided to drop it. This might cross your mind, Ano ba iyan, magdr-drop ka na naman? Ganyan din ginawa mo nung nag-Eng2 ka last second sem,ah. Maybe you can't understand why. I am not forcing anyone to understand me, and I don't expect anyone to understand me. Just to have an explanation....

I am having a hard time in the subject itself, why? Maybe because of my professor. How he discuss things, how he approach the subject, how he relay the things he is teaching to us, how he teach us.
Urgh... Thinking about it, I don't know why I am even planning to do so... :(
I wasn't able to comply with whatever it is he requires us to do and pass. I dunno, Maybe it was because of his high expectations on us. And I don't wanna feel the feeling I hate. What? yung parang ang hina hina mo, parang wala kang alam something like that. though sometimes I know what he is discussing in class, but I just can't make myself raise my hand and recite. Because I know that after i answered there will follow up questions that i may not be able to answer... :)

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