events for the past sem and the break

For this school year, I got my first and second singko in my classcard... Before the semester ended, I thought I am failing in every subject I was taking. So, I openly accepted the big possibility that I'm gonna be dismissed from the university. I can't believe myself, cause I readily accepted the thought of being dismissed. Well, for one, I knew that I wasn't able to bring out the best in me (?). I may say, I lack inspiration / determination to study. I once told  a friend of mine that I wanted to stop for a while, take a breather from the stress it gave me. But, I can't make myself stand up and tell my parents about it. Recently my mom talked to me, about my studies, my failing grades and the likes, during those time I can't see myself stopping. It was like, " ano ba yan, yun lang, sumusuko ka na?". It was not something I saw myself to be in. I may not be as strong, as brave as intelligent as I think myself to be but I do believe that giving up is not something I should do. Not yet, there are still lots of possibilities. Failing is not the end of the world.
When I got a tres in two of my subjects, I don't know, I was relieved. due to the simple idea that I am not gonna be dismissed and when I got home my mom will not be in a worried state. I was happy, at least I passed two subjects.
It was the semestral break so I was free to do anything. though I really am not. :) During the first week of the break, we were allowed to stay at home and enjoy the freedom we are given. After that, we are told that our help in our store would be greatly appreciated. :)  That was how I got to spend my sembreak. Me and my sister went to our store everyday though not the usual hour regular workers do. :)
I was able to do some productive(?) things this sembreak. I got my Social Security Number, My student Permit (For driving), I started learning how to drive, I accompany my sister during her enrollment, I met a friend i can't remember how long I didn't see, I was able to finalize my change of Mat in systemone at the first day of the online registration (because I was too afraid to not be able to finalize it again,, :] )...
Speaking of systemone, during the online reg'n I made 'butingting' the options in my account. There I can see my Mini checklist, or simply I was able to see my grades, my beautiful grades :). I searched my checklist for my subjects last sem to know, let us say to confirm, my grades (the Singkos to be exact). I thanked the lord for I got a tres in one of my subject and a quatro in the other one, I didn't know how happy I was during that time I just know that I was relieved and happy. Actually, I really can't believe it I was expecting myself to be under probation this semester, due to the grades I got, I only got a warning but I don't know what a WARNING meant... :( hopefully it wasn't something Bad.... :)



***Maybe to edit some other time.... :)